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I enjoy wearing gothic cloths and become gothic.I don't care at all to those who criticize me. Being a Gothic, make me know myself much better. I am a law degree holder but currently further my study.I love Gothic fashion, music and architecture. Because of my love to the gothic world, makes me created this blog. I maybe small in size but I'm big in every other way. I'm an ambitious person and one day I know I will become a lawyer. I'm also a fully vegan its because I'm an animal lover.I wish someday people can accept Gothic or at least people will not look at us like we are freak. We are just a normal people, so do you.

Monday, February 15, 2010

Sylvia Plath Gothic

By studying Sylvia Plath poetry such like Nosferatu, Nightmare on Elm Street, its clear that this reminding us of monster of nightmares from medieval painting of torture and hell.Writing from the recesses of our dark imaginings, Plath brings us haunted,terrible figures of our shared fears.This is the stuff of horror, Gothic language and imagery. But, like all good Gothic horror writers – Poe, King, Stoker, Carter, Rice – Plath slices open,exposes, dramatizes those terrors in order to face them, refuse their power.

In the decades following her death, critics of Sylvia Plath’s poetry tended to read the life and the poetry backwards, as if death’s fixed point put everything into perspective,defining her as only a highly-talented, golden girl suicide, and limiting the wayswe read her work, as evidence of a trajectory leading inevitably to that death. Such psycho-biographical criticism emerged also in response to Letters Home (1975) andThe Journals of Sylvia Plath (2000). Erica Jong recognises the consciousness-raising:‘these were deeply felt perceptions of a consummate artist who had made a journeyinto her own personal hell and was bringing back the truth that only a voyager of genius into the nether regions of the communal unconscious can retrieve.


Writing through Death

Gothic horror allows writer and reader to write/read through and face up to both
the worst and the most beautiful, desire and fear, disgust and beauty. Plath causesus all to be more aware of the possibilities and the threats of the human condition.Her Gothic horror is explicable in terms of that developed latterly by other womenwriters such as Anne Rice who comments on the imaginative, liberating potential of her favourite figure, the vampire:


the fantasy frame allows me to get to my reality.
I’m telling all I know about everybodyand everything in these books.
It’s an irony that as I step into this almost cartoon
world, I’m able to touch what I consider to be real
.

Both are ‘dealing with death at a symbolic and metaphorical remove. Plath’s ghosts are not from hell. Her version of the afterlife has nothing to do with religion, as is obvious in a rare narrative poem, ‘Dialogue between Ghost and Priest’ . A very solid Father Shawn meets a ghost one evening in the rectory garden. Father Shawn uses Thomas Hardy’s tones, dated, formal, but the ghost refuses to allow him the comfort of believing he comes from the nether regions of hell. Instead the ghost is alongside us in the everyday: ‘Neither of these countries do I frequent / Earth is my haunt’. This is a ghost who has suffered from love which still ‘gnaw[s] my skin / To this white bone’. Shawn’s sense that the ghost should rest eternal is refused by this atheistic phantom, as ‘There sits no higher court / Than man’s red heart’. In ‘November Graveyard’ Plath denies resurrection: ‘when one stark skeleton / Bulks real, all saints’ tongues fall quiet: / Flies watch no resurrections in the sun’ .

Plath’s death-dealings enable us to position ourselves in the world of the everyday accompanying the imaginary, equally real, filled with desires and fears. Prosaic ghosts have little place here; Plath’s street and graveyard world has pavings, forgetme- nots and medieval decayed corpses. There is no God or salvation. She is dubious, but awaits the revelation of the occasionally miraculous in the everyday: ‘Miracles occur . . . The wait’s begun again, / The long wait for the angel, / For that rare, random descent’ (‘Black Rook in Rainy Weather’).

Meanwhile, the skull is revealed beneath the skin, in a way reminiscent of the hard-core gangster horrors of Tarantino or Coppola’s The Godfather, and the real life horrors of cannibalistic serial killer Ed Gein. In ‘Street Song’ people are no more than meat reduced, imagery familiar in the contemporary Psycho series and The Texas Chain Saw Massacre or The Silence of the Lambs. People are disposable meat – a view deriving from the disgust of existential perception of the viscosity of the human. Plath’s protagonist is alienated from body and the world, finding it all predatory. These are horror images. They are also the images of alienation.

In ‘Lady Lazarus’ Plath works through her (ultimately tragic) arguments about rising from death, renewing life. Like ‘Daddy’, this powerful poem has an insistent rhythm and rhyme, celebrating how the speaker seeks power to defy death and cast off oppressive relationships with men and life. The colloquial conversational voice is that of a performer showing off, relating to a rapt audience her greatest daring acts, the scars of her earlier suicide attempts.Use of the first person ‘I’ throughout, emphasises showmanship. The side-show calls us as spectators, the ‘peanutcrunching crowd’, to marvel, pushing in to see her unwrapped, released from a mummified state, restored to life, the worms picked off her. It is a miracle to dice with death and pull through every decade: ‘I am only thirty. / And like the cat I have nine times to die.’ (‘Lady Lazarus’ ). An artiste in death, she claims
Dying
is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.
I do it so it feels like hell.
I do it so it feels real.
I guess you could say I’ve a call.
‘Lady Lazarus’
Using the language of the huckster and performer, the narrator survives a deathdefying routine, luring us as voyeurs in her own life/death scenario. The charge we pay to see bits of her on show, a ghoulish celebration, is electric. She receives a bolt, revitalising her. Plath uses Nazi oppression imagery, addressing ‘Herr Doctor’ death, her enemy.

Horror and the Gothic enable Plath, and her readers, to explore, dramatise and confront personal and cultural contradictions, accepting nothing at face value. They act as a kind of safety valve. By means of embodying worst-case scenarios, labelling what lurks in the unconscious as fear, doubt or revelation, it is possible to face up to the worst, then to write it through, imaginatively overcome it and live on, aware, self-managed. In Plath’s work, the consistent need to imagine death is no disturbed prediction game. It is a genuine set of controlled, imaginative strategies, utilising the trajectory of a horror narrative. Perhaps as critics, Ted Hughes among them, have argued, Plath dangerously invested in these imaginative strategies too much, eliding life with art and ending one step too far, with a real suicide. This reading is consistent with Plath’s recurring death/horror then revival imagery, that of ‘Lady Lazarus’, of the phoenix renewing herself, celebratory in her own performativity, happy to play contradictory roles her own way, rising from the bed of ashes she has so carefully delineated, whose very domestic grate she has poked about in.

As a conclusion,Sylvia Plath is a consummate Gothic artist. She plays with gender roles, exposing and revelling in their contradictions, their performance. She spotlights the liminal, the boundaries, the animate/ inanimate, life and death held in balance. Facing up to the fearful attractiveness of death and its stasis, its artistic completion, provides the energy to rise anew (‘Death and Co.’, ‘Edge’, ‘Lady Lazarus’). Her early ‘Bluebeard’ rewrites the Gothic fairy tale of deadly domestic lies, and the protagonist’s rebellion, making statements about recognition, choices and empowerment. Perhaps she did not need the key to his study; certainly, she would not have needed it if she had felt comfortable in her own.

‘Lady Lazarus’ is Plath’s key Female Gothic poem. In it she dramatises women’s role as performativity, and successfully out performs. She also faces the otherness, the nightmare, death, head on, and revives, renewed. Gothic horror, carnival, saturnalia combine in its final challenge. From oppressive destruction, she insists on her own phoenix-like rising, a daring, harpy figure who challenges men and everything conformist and restricted.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

The Superstitions of the Black Cats


As it passes in front of you, your mind instantly snaps out of its pre-occupation. You are suddenly aware of what has happened...

...a black cat has crossed your path!

Does a black cats really brings you a bad luck?

Whether you believe black cats to be good or bad luck could depend on where it is in the world that you live, and even within different countries, there exists differing beliefs, and superstitions concerning black felines.

In United States or most European countries, if a black cat passing in front of you will make you believe that no matter dismals things are now, things are going to get worse. If you live in United Kingdom or Japan, it will probably make you smile and think the good fortune is on its way. Live in Germany make you think that black cat passing in front of you is probably a bad omen. In China, there are those who believe that the black cats as a harbingers of famine and poverty.

In most parts of the world it is thought that a black cat walking towards you is a certainty of good luck coming your way. Should the cat stop and turn away, before it reaches you, then don't take any risks or place any bets, fair fortune is not to be yours.

Chasing black cats out of your house is a certain way to ensure that yours will not be a lucky house. Stroking the fur of black felines will bring you both health, and wealth. In some fishing communities, the fishermen's wives keep their cats indoors, believing that this will keep their men folk safe from peril whilst at sea.

Many people around the world believe that there is a single white hair to be found, on even the blackest of cats. Pull out that hair, without getting a scratch, and yours will be a long, happy and prosperous marriage.

Whatever the local superstitions about cats that are black, most owners of cats consider themselves lucky and blessed. And indeed it is a blessing to own a cat, black or not.

Black Cats and a Witch

Read tales, or myths, about witches, and those tales will almost always involve black kittens and cats.

How did the small, endearing, domestic cat become so associated with witchcraft and the evil arts?

In the 15th century witch hunts were taking place across Europe in an effort to stamp out pagan religions. Many held the belief that all witches kept familiars. These familiars were small creatures, frogs, birds, snakes and such, and very often cats. Folklore held that witches used the power of their familiars in casting evil spells.

Many elderly people led solitary, isolated lives, with only a pet cat for company. If that cat was black, a color associated with magic and mystery, was that not proof that the unfortunate victim, was a witch or warlock?

If some disaster befell a village, and an elderly woman lived nearby with her old dark cat, it was easy to denounce the poor wretch as a witch, and blame the disaster on her.

Ludicrously biased trials were held, and the accused was inevitably found guilty. Cruel executions were performed, such as burning at the stake of both the witches and their feline companions.

Many stories exist about people being identified as witches through wounds inflicted upon black cats.

A story from Scotland tells of a powerful landowner who found his supplies of wine to keep mysteriously disappearing. Determined to catch the thief, he hid himself in his wine cellar.

French medieval records tell of a woman accused of witchcraft who confessed, probably under torture, to rubbing herself with a foul ointment. This she claimed turned her into a black cat so she could move unseen at night and practice her evil art.

Germany has lots of legends of black coated cats and witches. While being sentenced to death, a German witch cackled at the judge, spat threats to the priest, and cursed her executioner. She was dragged from the court and tied to a stake for burning. As the flames rose around her she let forth a deafening cackle, there was a flash and a black cat leapt from the flames and escaped amongst the astonished crowd.

King Charles the first of England owned a black cat. He believed this cat to be lucky and was so afraid of losing it he had it guarded day and night. Coincidentally the cat died the very day before Oliver Cromwell's parliamentary troops came and arrested the king. Shortly after, King Charles was taken to the scaffold and beheaded.

Hopefully this page has been helpful in supplying information about the myths and superstitions surrounding Black Kittens and Cats. Remember that these dark felines are the same as any other cats - lovable, affectionate creatures, that if cared for, give years of companionship.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Planning the Perfect Wedding Day by Choosing the Right Dress



Planning a wedding for the bride is like Celebrities preparing for the Oscars. It's your turn to be the STAR. Every Cinderella Bride needs a fairy godmother bridal guide to weave her magic and ensure a perfect wedding day.Smiley

How to choose perfect wedding dress



This is a typical bride dress.For me, honestly I think that its too boring.Smiley
But for those Gothic out there who just have same thought like mine, I think you should try something different i.e choose a Gothic wedding dress. More brides are going over to the dark side lately, some even booking the 31st as their wedding day. If you're going Goth, you don't need me to tell you you're probably not going to find your gown in the typical bridal salon. That's right, if you dress Gothic in your day to day life why would you all of a sudden become Grace Kelly on your wedding day? The good news is, we live in a world where self-expression is finally respected; you're free to go as dark and diverse as you want ranging anywhere from Lolita to Steam Punk. Researching Gothic fashion sites, I found tons so narrowing down your shopping will mean finding what direction you want to go in the Goth world.Smiley

First off, for any of you unfamiliar, you might be asking, what is Goth
exactly? Gothic is alternative and for the non-conformist. Styles of dress include punk, Medieval, Renaissance, Victorian, Lolita or combos of these styles with accents of black or white makeup and hair. The colors of traditional Goth are black, deep muted red and purple. Fabrics tend to be rich and heavy: velvet and satin brocades combined with black and dark laces and even leather. Corsetry is popular and unapologetic in Goth dressing, usually paired up with voluminous skirts with heavy understructure. And speaking of understructure,the silhouette will probably be the same as a traditional bride--big gown with tons of petticoats--but the message conveyed is something different all together




The pictures above give you some idea how the Gothic fashion can turn into something that unexpected such as Gothic wedding dress. We often familiar with Gothic dark fashion which is full of lace,lathers and fish net but when its come to wedding dress, it is something unique.Smiley



Above are two version of Goth Victorian.



Absolutely stunning design, it never dates. Multi tonal stunning taffeta & satin creates a wonderful effect on this dress with flower details and optional elasticated sleeves with white faux fur trim. Includes the underskirt for maximum effect.Smiley


Above is Goth Lolita wedding dress.The Gothic Lolita fashion movement originated in the Harajuku district in Japan and is growing in popularity in West.Gothic Lolita girls collect elaborate wardrobe of what looks like in 19th century inspired doll clothing.On top of that activities for serious Lolita followers might includes the romanticized ideas of yesteryear such a tea party and croquet matches.
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This tips just a starting point for you to think about when you start to choose your right wedding dress. You have so much to do if you wish your dream wedding come true. The drama of Gothic bride will never end and you have just to figure out to start your own Smiley

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

After Forever, didn't last forever

After Forever's Biography

After Forever was formed in 1995, their music was mostly death metal orientated with classical influences. When Floor Jansen joined the band (1997), the music got more diverse but always contained metal elements.
After Forever recorded their first album Prison of Desire in 2000. This album was recieved very well in the press and gave the band the oppurtunity to develop.

In 2001 they released Decipher.
After Forever became internationally recognised as one of the best female fronted metal bands.
They toured through Europe and South Amerika with succes, performed in nearly every venue in Holland and recorded the mini album Exordium in 2003.This mini album also contained a mini dvd and gave a glimpse of the new album they would release in 2004:Invisible Circles.

The album is a concept album, this pretty serious concept (about a girl that has to grow up under difficult circumstances) suits the music very well and earned a lot of respect. Invisible Circles even reached 26th place in the Dutch Top 100 album charts and also recieved very good critics in Germany.

In early September 2005, the band released their fourth album Remagine This album is available in two versions, a SACD with three bonus songs and as a 'Special Edition' with a DVD. The DVD contains a photo gallery and a 'making of' documentary.
On March 3, 2006, the band left the Transmission Records label, due to the scarce promotion that the label was providing. Following this, Transmission Records released the Mea Culpa compilation. By October of the same year After Forever had signed to Nuclear Blast Records.

In the end of 2006 the band recorded their 1st album on the Nuclear Blast label, self titled After Forever, it features guest appearances from Annihilator guitarist Jeff Waters and Doro Pesch.

After Forever spilt up

Dutch female-fronted symphonic metallers AFTER FOREVER have issued the following statement:

"After nearly 15 years and with heavy hearts, we have decided to call an end to a great and exciting time as AFTER FOREVER. We are extremely proud of what we have accomplished, and especially of the road we took to get here. AFTER FOREVER has never been a band that repeated itself; we always tried out new things, even though many of them were certainly done at a risk. We think that that has been one of the reasons we've always enjoyed enormous support from all our loyal fans.

"The break we took in 2008 made us appreciate all the more what we'd experienced. Now more than ever, we can look back on so many fantastic moments, something we never would have expected to be part of when we started the band all those years ago. However, that break also made us aware of the fact that we can only continue AFTER FOREVER with the energy, the full 110%, that we have always put into it and we've noticed lately that there is something missing. We have always been musicians who create music with lots of passion, and during the break we built up our own lives again and have been musically active and experimenting in several genres.

"Although AFTER FOREVER is very special to us, we feel that we have reached the point where we need to explore the world of music in each of our own different ways. Thus, we've decided to quit while we're ahead. We are sincerely proud of every CD; each album represents a unique period, and all comes together in our last album 'After Forever', which made all of our dreams possible. We hope AFTER FOREVER will continue to be a source of inspiration for new bands and musicians alike so that our music can live on.

"As band members, but also as friends, we've experienced so very much; highs and lows, good times and bad. We'll keep supporting each other in all of our various individual projects and continue inspiring one another in making music.

"Our MySpace page will be used for updates on all of these projects and, of course, AFTER FOREVER-related news, as well.

"You can be sure that this is not an easy decision for any of us. We'd like to thank all of our fans for their support, also during the break.

"We know that this will be a big disappointment to you, dear fans, and it makes it that much harder for us. You have always given us your all and it was our pledge, in turn, always to give at least as much back to you for as long as we exist. In this moment, that's unfortunately just not possible, so we'd rather leave you all the albums and gigs we achieved with maximum input. We'd also like to thank Nuclear Blast, TEG and MOJO for their patience and enthusiasm, the live crew, the fan club, the fan sites and everybody who's helped in every way possible.


"We'll miss you all."

Saturday, January 2, 2010

2010-New Resolutions



Happy New Year 2010 to all of you, guys.Hmm, I hate to say this but I hate new year because I become one year older..But I hope this year will be better than the previous year.Have you yet made a resolution for this year? Hope so,I already finished listed of my resolutions for 2010


And here's my new year resolutions. I tend to get over AMBITIOUS and that makes me don't bothered making a whole long list although it end up not achieving any of 'em.(I hope not for this year) So here's my 2010 list - simple and short(er)...

1. Make a change in my life
Become a better person and more religious

2. Change my appearance
This you'll see(I didn't mean goth)

3. Lost 10KGs
I'm dead serious about this.I think I'm fat

4. Find a better job
I'm tried become unemployed..God,help me.I want to become a ...

5. My priority is my family
I love 'em very very much. Without them I'm just nothing

6. Make sure my love towards him never fade and our relationship goes stronger
....,Love you so much..You belong with me

7. Have a kind heart with everyone
A good relations with everyone ensure the better kind of life

8. Become a 100% vegan
I'm an animal lover

9. Stop smoking.It hazardous
I already quit smoking for more than a month

10. Be more matured. Don't act like a kid
Haha,must be more matured

11. Friends is important. Make lots of friends
Friendship is all about sharing, that's why we need friends

12. Become more intelligent than before
Have to read lots of books to gain knowledge

13. Save more
2010 is the year of all the price is raising up, so have to be smart.haha

14. Smile a lots and become more talkative(didn't mean talk rubbish)
I'm a kind of person who don't like to smile and didn't talk much..I hope I make a change in 2010

15. Become a good person in every other way
I believe in myself that I can achieve success in everything that I do..Confident and self-assured

Monday, December 28, 2009

The Nightmare before Christmas


In the story, Jack Skellington is the Pumpkin King of Halloweentown, a realm of reality where the inhabitants make it their life's work to scare humans on Halloween. He's good at his work, and is very popular around town, but it all bores him. In a funk one day, he wanders into a wood where every tree is the doorway to realms serving one or another human holiday, and falls through the doorway into Christmas. There, he sees scenes of such glee and good will that he is overwhelmed. He returns to Halloweentown with the inspiration to persuade his fellow citizens to kidnap Santa and do Christmas in their own Halloweentown way -- complete with snakes and shrunken heads. Despite strong arguments against this project by Jack's otherwise loyal girlfriend, Sally,Santa is duly captured, and the townspeople prepare a very special Christmas for everyone. Jack is excited about the new plan, and at first doesn't notice that Sally isn't around much anymore. Meanwhile, Oogie Boogie, a sinister opponent of Jack's, has re-kidnapped Santa and has captured Sally as well. Since Sally is the true love of Jack's life and (he eventually realizes) the only one who can be relied upon to tell him the truth in every circumstance, a confrontation with Oogie Boogie becomes inevitable. In addition to being a monumental work of animation (it took over 120 animators and many more technicians more than two years to film it), this show features ten very appropriate musical numbers by composer Danny Elfman, who also supplies Jack's singing voice. In October 2006, fans of the innovative animated classic got to experience The Nightmare Before Christmas in a whole new dimension when the film was re-released into theaters in Disney Digital 3-D -- a process developed to add remarkable new depth to films that were originally released in standard 2-D.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to everyone...and this festive season should ideally be celebrated with family members...Likewise, I'm returning home to be with my family and friends.

I'm taking this picture before I went back to Ipoh


One day after Christmas one of ex-classmate, Aren will get married..I had a chance to meet the others of ex-classmate and made a small reunion.Yeepee...

Taking picture with the bride


Although, I didn't attended any Christmas party this year, it still a memorable Christmas moments to me.It is because to celebrate Christmas we should be with our family members and friends.